Umm... It's a GIRL!!

It’s a GIRL!

Boy was today a whirlwind of emotions! No pun intended. We had gone in today for our complete anatomy ultrasound only to find out our little BOY had turned into a GIRL! The tech asked us if we wanted to know the gender once she got to that part and we had told her we already knew it was a boy. So she’s going over everything and gets the money shot and corrects us saying it’s a GIRL. We were like… are you SURE?!!!! She said I’ve been doing this for 15 years and laughed! It was as clear as can be, this girl had no problems showing us the goods in there! LOL

Nevertheless we are excited and very happy to have her be a part of our lives. It’s going to take some time to get used to the shock of having a girl now, but I am happy regardless, as long as this baby is healthy!

It's a BOY!

It’s a BOY!

We just got home from our elective ultrasound and are so happy to finally know the gender! I drank lots of orange juice to get baby moving during the ultrasound. Unfortunately I think that may have worked TOO well! He wouldn’t stay still! The tech had a hard time getting the butt shot and they finally got it after a few tries, but we saw it and it’s definitely a BOY!

You’re my beautiful little BOY!
We’re so happy to welcome this baby BOY into our lives.

Dear Baby...

Dear Baby,
How lucky am I to have you? I’ve been blessed and am so lucky in love. Ever since I found out about you on the day of … my life has changed so much. I’ve been inspired to be a much better person and all things that I do, for me, you, and our family. When I first heard your little heartbeat, my own fluttered with joy. After seeing you for the first time on the ultrasound I grew more and more in love and grew the urge to do the best for you. Everything suddenly became so real. Apparently 5 pregnancy test wasn’t real enough! It is now 3 weeks later and in a few hours I will know if you are a boy or a girl! Although both mommy and daddy think you’re a boy, we’ll see! We’re so excited to finally be able to put a name to Baby E in my tummy! All of our daydreaming will be no more and we can continue to call you by your name.

That is of course, if you do cooperate! On the last ultrasound all you wanted to do was sleep with your hands up by your face and have your legs closed! : ) We can’t wait to see you today. You’re our little blessing from god, our reason to live. This is just one of the first milestones of many to come for our family. We have yet to feel you really move in there and there is so much more to learn about you. Thank you for being such a nice baby to mommy. You’ve made this such an easy pregnancy for me to endure. I’m looking forward to watching you grow and move ferociously! Every little thing makes my day worthwhile. Everything that brings me to that wonderful day in November that you will be in my arms and our life will continue together. I can’t wait to look into your eyes and tell you how much I love you.

Today is such an exciting day for us and I can no longer contain my feelings. I am ecstatic to see you in a few hours and put a name to my little one.

I love you so much and can’t wait to meet you out here in the real world!
Love Mommy!

joyeux anniversaire bailey!


Today is my little boy's birthday. He is now 5 years old. I can't believe how quickly time flies by. We did a little pre-shoot a few hours ago for this as I wanted to upload it on the day of. I had to compose two separate images together because I do have what they call a "scardey cat". As soon as he saw the candle lit he nearly darted upstairs. He's truly afraid of a lot of things. Poor thing! Happy Cativersary!

I also want to say a big thank you to anyone who commented on my last post. It really means a lot to me. :)

one of heaven's newest angels...


I spent the week in Vancouver, just got back. I haven't been able to bring myself to update. For those who read my last post, my dog who was struck with cancer (lymphoma), passed away last Friday. A week and 2 days ago. We had just found out about the cancer on Tuesday, he started treatment on Wednesday, and passed Friday, he was 8 years old. They said he had a 80-85% chance of going into remission, and everything was supposed to be good. I've been so broken up about this. We've gone through this before, in 2001 when our first had cancer, and it's no easier. I feel so frustrated with God, and hurt with the outcome. I won't go into the details of how he passed, because I just can't handle thinking about it anymore. I've cried and cried and now I have to be okay for the sake of our other dog and cat. He was such a good boy and we miss him more and more everyday. I'm missing him throwing his paw at me to pet him and rub him, and that look he gives with those big eyes. I miss his kisses. I hope he's got a great field to run around up there, he loves that. I love you so much boy, RIP Nevaeh.

defined, never again



de·fined
: to determine or identify the essential qualities or meaning of

I seem to be doing this a lot lately with everything. Defining everything and analyzing. This photo in particular is doing it now. Never again (maybe) will I post a face on shot. I hate it. I don't know why I am posting it now. I have the most asymmetrical face and I start studying every feature. I'm in the slumps, facing everything that comes my way. I just found out from my mother two nights ago that one of my dogs has lymphoma, a type of cancer. This is the second time we've gone through this, and it's no easier. Luckily in his case they say he has a good chance of going into remission. I pray he gets well NOW. I'm so attached to animals, my babies, and wish they could live happily forever. If only.

Flavor Paper

Check out these amazing wallpapers! This company, Flavor Paper, located in the Bywater District of New Orleans makes these incredibly luxurious & unique wallpapers in funky designs and colors. Word has spread like wildflies by the likes of nightclubs, restaurants, and other big names. They also do custom work, and have done some designs for Elle Decor, Banana Republic, Nike Air Jordan, Various Celebrities, and more! Because of their high quality and custom work, they do run a bit high in cost.
1. Bubbly - Berries & Cream
2. City Park - Licorice
3. Cycloid - Radicchio
4. Monaco - Scrubs
5. Ribbon - Candy Mota
6. Kabloom - Artichoke
7. Fleur de Saveur - Pumpkin
8. Party Girl - Blush
9. Flower of Love - Raspberry Sorbet

Little Black Dress

Last night I was on the hunt for a sexy and slightly sophisticated black dress. I came across this one and loved it! It’s a one shoulder taffeta flirty dress with volume at the bottom and pleating on the bust. I put this look together for a lovely evening out. It's simple and accessorized with trendy heels that give it a little oomph! The clutch is so simple and classic, while the ring gives a little bling without being over the top. Accessorize your look for less!

How often do you shampoo your do? Studies say less is more!

"Americans love to shampoo." According to statistics provided by Procter & Gamble, Americans shampoo their hair twice as much as the Italians and Spanish, at about 4.59 times a week! Perhaps we should reconsider our methods and take a look at our European neighbors, they’re the ones with the hair we all strive for!

As we all should know, washing your hair too often strips it of its natural oils which keeps it nourished and moisturized. Another common method which can dry out your hair is applying and lathering shampoo to your ends. You should only shampoo your roots and lightly massage down to the ends of your hair, as the rinse from the scalp down will cleanse it.

Read more on this study here.

Don't forget to condition!